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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:Hi I've been crushing on a girl (K) since September. The first day I saw her at my new High School I thought 'Oh my gosh, she's so gorgeous' (: But the thing I knew about this girl is that she's straight. So then, I thought, no I'm not gonna try, it's a waste of time. Months have passed and we became buddies and then a friend of mine told me she saw K. with a girl (M, who's bisexual and a senior) down town and being very close. Then I thought maybe she was bisexual too, but I was afraid of asking her so I didn't. I think that happened in December or something... Then I was she was 'In a relationship' on Facebook but she removed the post so no one could comment. I made some research and found she was going out with a 40-year-old man... Then we got closer in April. There was a kind of farewell party for the seniors (she's a senior and I'm a Junior) and we stayed together, I started to tell her she was beautiful and stuff like that. She asked me to stay till 11pm but my parents told me to come back home at 9pm :S of course, I didn't come back because I wanted to stay with her. So we danced and I started giving her kisses on the cheeks, she hugged me all the time (I didn't want to rush her and there was the whole school there). Then she asked me to accompany her to her bus stop. We walked and she told me she had already kissed girls and never went out with one but she'd like to. Then at the bus stop she hugged me and I kissed her, then she went on and it was so great. Her bus arrived and she told me to give her some news because it was late at night and she was worried for me (': She texted me and said she didn't regret the kiss at all BUT she has a boyfriend. Then we got closer again, but she broke my heart because I really wanna be with her. So we kinda stopped talking or it was cold, you know. And now, since the start of June, I don't know how but we became like best friends :O she tells me 'I love you' like 2 or 3 times per day, I tell her too, she hugs me, we have fun together,... It's great but I still want her. And she told me yesterday that her boyfriend is jealous over me... (I'm so afraid that he could do something like telling her not to see me again :'( then i would be torn). She also texted me to tell me she adored my massages. It's weird. We're attending the same parties in a week and I know I'm gonna see her like 2 or 3 times or even more because know we have the same mutual friends. I don't know what to do. I have girls who wanna date me and they're cool but I'm so addicted to K who has a boyfriend :/ If I really want her, should I go on like that? And get closer at the parties or just be friends and forget her ? (She's on my mind 24/7) She told me that I was beautiful and if she didn't had a boyfriend she would be with me... Help !Thank you 3.
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reader, anonymous, writes (13 June 2011): Im going through the same thing. I say GO for her! Dont let her slip by, because if you do you will regret it. If you've done kissed her and everything, she has some interest in you. Show her a good time and steal her from that old coot!!! GOOD LUCK!!! :)
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