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writes:I think i'm in a sexual rut. And I think this has been going on for a long time. Alright well basically a few days ago, I was masturbating, and had sexual lesbian thoughts. This has happened before, and it freaks me out. Mainly because the thought doesn't turn me on, and the thought of being with another women really disgusts me. Another example is, I had a boyfriend who liked Hentai. The fact that he looked at it really disgusted me, and I couldn't stand it at all. But sometimes i'd masturbate to the thought of him 'enjoying' it. I realized that I think I seem to just be masturbating to anything sexual that comes into my head just for something to concentrate on. I don't actively fantasize about it and then get horny and go masturbate to it. Usually I decide to masturbate, for the sake of masturbating, and then these thoughts pop into my head and I just do it.Outside of masturbating I love to think up sexual scenarios that interest me, but I never actually end up masturbating to them.Nothing has actually turned me on for a long time. This probably sounds weird, but I don't know what to do.
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reader, AuntyAlexxmo  +, writes (5 November 2011):
 I am gay, and have on more than one occasion made straight thoughts come into my mind whilst masturbating, although thinking about then now makes me feel slightly ill.I wouldnt let it worry you.
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reader, aunt honesty  +, writes (5 November 2011):
 Please don't worry about this. There are plenty of people out there while when they are masturbating start thinking about things that actually disgust them any other time. It is perfectly normal what you are thinking and believe me it does not mean you are secretly a lesbian. You are thinking these thoughts mainly because it is two girls who is horny and turned on and the same with your ex and what excites him. Bottom line you are thinking about other peoples excitement and not your own. Really no need to worry about it.
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