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writes: First off, i have been dating and trying to keep busy.Was with my ex for 3 and a half years..it was petty stuff i think that broke us apart.. fighting over things i regret.. no one cheated.. we did have alot of love.. he broke it off... a year later i leave him a vmail and he calls me back right away and i tell him all these regrets after a few minutes.. basically he said he couldnt just jump back into this which waas understandable and that we will exchange calls and meet.. we talked for a few months pretty much every few days... hour convos, 2 hour convos.. soemtimes longer.. i think we needed that to get comfortable... he admitted he doesn't want to be serious with anyone right now.. too much going on and wants to get his financial situation more stable and how he is barely breaking even with money etc..2 months went by after the holidays that we didn't speak and i finally questionined what was going on and here is the latest info:He basically said he didn't want to lead me on and that is why he started to avoid things.(which he always does when it comes to this stuff regarding emotions and talks involving it, he hates it) He says right now he needs to get all this other stuff straightened out first and put things on hold and he can't give me what i want right now. He was nice on the phone and we spoke for over an hour. I did say i have regrets and asked was i a bad girlfriend to you? and he said you were a very good girlfriend to me..the things that you did were not that bad, its not like you were malicious towards me. I told him again i have a lot of regrets with certain things i did. I did ask do you just want me to leave you alone and move on and maybe you are just sparing my feelings? and he said i don't want you to leave me alone but he figured if he avoided things for awhile maybe i would let go. He said he likes knowing i'm there and that i want to be there but it also isn't fair to me in that position and to just be sitting around. He said he doesn't want to be anyone's boyfriend right now. I told him i'm not sitting around but i would rather be with you than someone else. So i asked so you want me to go move on and be with someone else then? And he says he doesn't really like it when I say it like that and that he just wants me to be happy and I said but i would be happy with you..and he said he doesnt know about that right now and he said you don't think that i don't think about you still and look at your pictures on my computer? I said do you think you could still have feelings for me and eventually want to see me again and he says i think so. But for right now he can only just offer friendship. He doesnt really know about the future.\ or what he wants. He says he is just breaking even with money. He doesn't go anywhere really or buy anything and is looking for side work. But i don't get how money will be better in a few months or a year. Towards the end of the convo he could tell i was getting a tiny bit upset..not in this extreme way but he could hear me sniffling. And he said he really doesn't like that and asked if i will be ok and i said i will have to be. I did say I have missed you for a long time but I guess i would eventually have to move on if things don't change.I tried getting as much direct info as i could and think of all the questions i wanted to ask...i said it makes me nervous because sometimes i think maybe you know for sure you don't ever want to see me again and you just don't want to the bad guy. And he said that isn't really right because if it was just about me and not wanting me he would have been seeing someone already or looking and its not about that. He said that he isn't going anywhere..i think he could hear i was a little upset and said again i'm definitely not going anywhere and we can talk soon..we can talk tomorrow, next week..whenever i want to talk.He also mentioned at some point in the convo I'm sure you don't want me to just call you randomly to go to dinner or watch a movie. I didn't say anything ot that and I wis i had.I called him a few nights later to talk. We spoke for over an hour. I decided to ask you don't want to see me randomly? and he paused for a moment and i said you can say no and he said its not about no, i know you don't want that. I said i never expected to see you once and then that was it, its not realistic. And he said ok, i guess (kinda agreeing) I joked saying don't sound too enthused and he said sorry about that. I asked if he was against this and he said he was not against it and I said well i guess soon? and he said soon, let him get his head together. A good friend said call him once a week just to keep in touch and keep that friendly vibe going and try to atleast just get that first meeting in. Should I believe he is being genuine when he said he doesn't want to be anyone's boyfriend right now and needs some time? I am hoping he is genuine enough where is not about what everyone else on her might think--such as keeping his options open and just using me. Should i give him the benefit of the doubt?
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reader, trueatheart  +, writes (1 April 2010):
 He's keeping you dangling which is selfish! Leave him alone, don't call him, let him call you and when he does, tell him how busy your social life is and how you've been asked out loads (i.e. you're spoiled for choice) ;) If he doesn't want to be in a relationship with you, it's his loss, not yours.
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reader, anonymous, writes (1 April 2010): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionwell im not sitting around. I am on a team and like i said did try dating but its not anyone i liked
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reader, Aunty BimBim  +, writes (1 April 2010):
 He is being very nice, I would guess he isnt into hurting your feelings, I have a horrible suspicion you will take all those answers your receive here back to him for another speakfest, either for him to confirm or explain answers you receive.
I do hope if the temptation to do that comes to you that you ignore it and just leave it.
I wouldnt even be calling him once a week, its been more than a year since you broke up, so much water under the bridge since then, he has quite explicity said he wants to get his life on track, I suggest you leave him be and let him do this. If he decides then that he wants to see if you are still hanging around waiting for him, its up to him.
In the meantime you should be getting on with your own life, moving forward, doing new stuff, learning new facts, figures and skills, learning more about yourself, taking up hobbies, meeting new people, and if you happen to meet somebody new while you are at it, good, if not at least you havent wasted any time sitting around waiting on people.
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