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writes: I have been married to a girl i was with for 25 years ,in the 11th year she gave birth to my son,so I married her and gave my son all the love that a father could,meanwhile not in love with his mother ,I never cheated on her in entire time we were married until i ran in to the first girl I ever really loved, who left me with no reason this was something i never really got over we were only 16 yrs old but i loved her more then anything I ever knew.anyway she was married and divorced with two kids one of which was with a different man ,I don't know the whole story but I think when her husband found out things began to end.So she got pregnant again ,this time with the husbands son but still his love for her just kept getting worse ,after a hard devorce she got an apartment and we started to talk,but i told her the truth about my wife and i wasn't looking for a sexual relationship but she made it impossible to not engage in sex,now even though i know its wrong in so many ways I cant stop going back to see her and now she is totally in love with me ,but to be honest i am not in love with her ,i think she would take it really hard if i broke things off like i tried many times but she crys and says she couldn't handle loosing me and now i feel bad or worried because she says things that indicate ending life, so i really am torn because i never wanted anything but to say hello now i don't know how to say goodby
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reader, anonymous, writes (14 June 2011): You did have a choice about having sex with this woman
She sounds a really mixed up lady and very vulnerable, you took advantage of her and her situation
Now you are crying cos this poor woman is showing signs of distress and emotionally blackmailing you?! Well be a man, go and sit and talk to her like an adult, tell her how you feel and that you are not going to see her again - regardless.
I would bet your wife will find out or guess you've betrayed her - so be prepared - or even better,tell her yourself before either this other woman or a 'friend' do, and take the consequenses
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reader, chickpea2011  +, writes (14 June 2011):
 Hi friend,
You're in a situation so called: pickled"
I really hope from the bottom of my heart that you keep this as a secret and never let your wife know. I've been with my ex for 10 years, just 10 mos ago found out about another woman and 10 mos later I still feel like shit. He was more importantly my bestfriend. I never felt this way before and the rollercoaster of emotions is what makes me crazy. More than the betrayal, is the pain and anger that is so unberable.
Anyways, enough about me. It is wrong, but I guess it was something that happened in the past and you just need closure. Little selfish, I might say...
Now, this woman is in love with you? She had two failed marriages and she's been hurt and very vulnerable. Its a lot for a person to take, specially when two kids are involved. She has to handle the pressure of taking care of 2 kids emotinally and financially. Also, deal with her personaly pain... I really feel bad for her and hope that God help her in the future.
She's a broken person and you need to end this as soon as possible if you have no intensions to take this any further. You need to be a friend for the last time, be calm, supportive, nice and kindly end...
Find the right time, be strong, set your mind and explain to her nicely that you don't love her. That you care about her as a person, but cannot continue this way any longer, because you don't love her. Apologize to her, tell her that was a mistake from the beginning and that you had no intensions to go this far. Apologize the pain that you have cause her, but that you RESPECT her enough to be honest, be a man and don't mislead her. Tell her that you RESPECT her. See, this respect thing is a big deal for woman. Ask her for forgiveness and hope that she'll respect your decision, because is the right thing and the best thing for both of you. Tell her you wish her happiness in life and DUDE! RuN...
I am sure that if you talk to her nicely, kindly, show compassion, mention respect and honesty, she'll understand you.
Good luck!
Ps: I know that the tears and her unstable mental conditions concerns you a little and you feel bad, but the sooner you do this the better for both of you. The more time you take, it will get harder, believe me
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