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female
age
36-40,
*weetteeny19
writes:I'm 17 and been in a relationship with my boyfriend for about a year and 4 months, i only had like one boyfriend before him which was like 2 months he said he loved me and then i found out he cheated on me.So i left him and soon after i started talking to this kid in my class, ah i wasn't really atracted to him but i loved his personality so i went out with him. Ever since then we've been together, i even moved out of my parents house to live with him.Around five months or so we started fighting and it was tearing me apart and i've tried talking to him about how i felt he changed so ever since then i started doubting my feelings and questioning if he really means it when he says he loves me. Around the time we started fighting i cheated on him big! I had sex with another guy who i didn't even like, i quess it was because my friends were all telling me that i shouldnt stay with one person my whole life or atleast not now ur suppose to be at ur dating prime , i was 16.Also alot of guys seem to be taking interest in me which was so new for me because i was always the quite girl that not many guys liked and then i moved and bam all the guys wont leave u alone. Anyway after i cheated i got home and i tried to talk to him about maybe we rushed, cause wat if we end of getting married and i always have that doubt of wat if because ur like my first i just think i love u and i don't no anybetter cause i haven't dated anybody else. Anyway he got all upset and was like y? so i just didnt tell him and said i was just askin.Anyway a couple of days went by and i couldnt hide it any longer i told him he fliped out and started drinking and left. when he came back we talked it out and he didn't break up with me. So after that i was trying to be the best girlfriend ever. Him on the other hand still acting the same if not worse always making me feel like crap. He dosen't realise that when he says stuff it hurts me and his mom talk to eachother all the time and she even says he can be an ass she said he makes her cry sometimes omg and if u met her she is like the nicest most chill lady.So like at this point i'm like i feel like a love him but i'm scared that i'm in not "in love" with him any more. So quess wat happends i end up kissing this kid, and quess wat else happends i caint keep it from him i tell him like a day after and he breaks up with me and an hour goes by with me crying and he takes me back but except he ask if i will take him back. So now we are still together but still fighting and he's still a jerk sometimes who says he loves me and then goes a head and embarasses me infront of all his friends again.I tell him i don't believe him when he says he loves me. So anyway quess wat happeneds again like 2 weeks after the kiss i end up gettin really fuckin high and kissin this other kid, now i'm not blamein the pot but i get really horny does that happen to anybody else? I'm just asking, but anyway i don't want to hurt him like this but i don't no how to stop and i don't no if i should tell him bout this other kid.
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reader, always.you +, writes (9 June 2009):
 hah yes i defiantly get super horny when im high. but look if you dont think your in love with him anymore you need to end it. dont hurt him anymore than you already have sweety.
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