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30-35,
*harisma dela cruz
writes:im 17,just call me joy a girl who didnt want to fall inlove again because of my ex-boyfriends who once destroyed my life then leave me so after my last boyfriend i decided not to love again cause im scared that i might be the one who will suffer at the end everytime someone is trying to convince me that they wanna suit me they all go coz i say im not interested. so this is the other chapter of my life..my father was a singer and plan to join a talent contest on one tv station i think its year 2008 so i supported him during the day of the contest but i met this guy named jmie there is something interesting in this guy. but i have no any chance to know him and i accepted to myself that he will never saw me because im an audience there. and i remember my thought not to be inlove again and went there only to support".. my father didnt won the contest but still have a consolation prize. so we got home and as week pass by i become interested to join the contest to w/c my father joined to.. because of the two intentions 1st is to develop self confidence by revealing my talent in public and 2nd is to see jmie again and now that im a contestant i can surely have time to talk to this guy more.so after my audition and passed it absolutely i become one of the contestant! at the contest before i sing jmie approach me and say goodluck! well after the contest i failed to win, this made me feel depressed and lost. preparing so much then lose. but at the backstage someone came into me in the dark place of lose hope and guess what? its jmie.. and knelt his knee on me i thought he was about to shake his hands with me so i laye my hands on him and touch his hands but suddenly he ask to grab the mike i was handling that time. and it will be use by the next contestant oh what a shame! the next chapter is accepting my failure and going on to life nd everytime i watch the talent show i always wait for the end to find out the work of jmie there and he is the handsome floor director. then i made a promise to myself that this guy is the one i will wait..the one who bring myself up again the one who aliven me again.. years go by and i couldn't find jmie elsewhere.when i was in college facebook is in demand so i try typing his name absolutely! his face revealed! i was so happy and check out his pictures and find out that he had already his girl w/c is a fashion stylist 29 years old and stable. but then what if the two decided to get married soon? they were on their age and im not.. but for myself i made a promise that jmie is also waiting for me its a big damn. but i have no right to get mad for the two of them i was the only one who prmise. so my question was is this right that i was still waiting for nothing? and until now im not accomodating guys who wanted to court me. but thi help me to reach my dreams. jmie help me to be a simple and independent girl. but he doesnt know that there is this one girl waiting for him i add him as my friend on facebook and until now he was not accepting me. i follow him on twitter but i dont know what to say. please help me go on throughout this.. thank you
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reader, charisma dela cruz +, writes (22 October 2010):
charisma dela cruz is verified as being by the original poster of the question thanks for your help! i praised you w/ all my gratitude..
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reader, suitcase  +, writes (21 October 2010):
 girl,,,,
make him your friend first
talk with him and
be a good companion
then you decide whether to make him the life partner o just make the good friend
may be he's not a good b.f.
so better to be his fiend first
you being fed up with b.f.s
it's better to check him first with out rushing in
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