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writes:Please, please, help me. I'm 8 weeks out of my relationship with the love of my life. we were engaged and together for 5 years. we have 3 children only one of them is his (2 are from a previous long term relationship). I'm suffering with depression i have done most of my life one way or another (eating disorder, bullying, loss of my best friend aged 20. I'm awaiting counseling and on anti-depressants.I've pushed my current ex away by being nasty to him. he said he didn't feel appreciated and I'm so moody. i am moody because I'm so low about myself. I'm fat, ugly and I'm 40 this year my ex is 8 years younger than me.i instigated we have a break. we have never argued, but things wern't right. after just 1 day i realise i made a mistake and that i love him very much. he however has decided he does not love me and hasn't for the past 18 months.he now seems to have moved on with his life and I'm still stuck at first base.he isn't seeing anyone else, he flirts with me. is kind to me and i know i could sleep with him anytime if i wanted cos i still turn him on and as much as id like to i cant because it wont change anything and i'll just get more hurt.ive tried not to show him how much i want him but its really hard.why would he sleep with me if he has no feelings for me? why does he question me if i go out asking me if ive met anyone?im confused is he or is he just keeping me hangign on until someone else comes along? he's not a bad person.
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