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female
age
41-50,
anonymous
writes:I am with this guy for a year now but things are bitter for the last 4 months. we no more respect or trust each other and that passion which should be there is missing. In the past 1 yr i have made big sacrifices for him which i regret a lot ,cos i can't do anythng other than that. have done blunders in my life. I even left my family and my education for him, being so immature, or one can say was madly in love with him. he is well educated and is earning a handsome salary at great heirarchy. i know he loved me too but i don't know ....what went wrong.....now i'm back at my home and got a good job. It was very tough to make place in my family all over again but i succeded. he wasn't there when i need him . he didn't even give a damn to my cryng and sufferings. we both live in different cities so hardly meet each other .It's just over phone. i hate him too for he is so inhuman to me, but still care for him. All this while when things were just not normal i got this habit of sex chatting on net. i took it as best way to divert my mind frm him. i still want him as i have had most precious moments with him, but i know he doesn't respect me nor trust me. though i havn't told him about the net fuss and not planning to 'cos it willl just call off our already broken relationship. i am close to his family too. i don't know what exactly should i do to come out from him. i hate myself for being disloyal to him. i feel i shoudln't have been this weak to go that low...i hate him for many things but then there's some kind of bonding that i still share .....confused n frustrated...
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reader, anonymous, writes (10 April 2008): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionhi frds noone replied to my prblm????
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