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writes:I really have nowhere to turn to. My LDR boyfriend was basically my rock. First time he ended it with me. It hurt badly but I got over it after crying for two days. Oh yeah did I mention he ended christmas eve? Now after 5 months, the second time he ended it. Then he wanted me back after three days. Now after 5 months, the second time he ended it. I know now my question... I can't seem to pull myself together. And to be honest I think me questioning his motives ruined the relationship and then some. I cant sleep right, I dont eat as much as I should, I feel this pain right under my left collar bone, and I cry like there is no tommorow. I want to I am acting in ways that I would slap myself. I am so frustated with myself. I was missing what we had and tried to make a friendship out of what was lost. But I am so pissed at him because instead of trying to work things with me and tell me what is wrong... he bails out. However! This is a big one .... One of my friends sent me a website, and it was basically a site for people to collect and display porn... he was asking women to trade naked pics and for webcam sex and he had a pic of himself with an erect penis. Found another site again, of him with a close up of his couch erect.... again asking for sex and cyber sex. This one hurt more because he made this while we were seeing each other. I've screwed so badly in trying to find out what else was he hidding. I've called, IM and emailed asking practically begging what else was he hiding. Yes I might of gone alittle over board. I'll admit that. Not making any excuses. All he said in response were basic facts about him and yes he kept those two sites hidden and they didnt work. How can I get over this?
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reader, anonymous, writes (13 March 2010): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionI realized I made a huge mistake in the first paragraph. After the first time, he broke with me he wanted me back in three days.I meant to say was that I know my questioning his motives for wnating to be with me didn't help the relationship a second time.This second break up, I can't seem to pull my self together.
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