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female
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30-35,
anonymous
writes:let me give you the background. I have been in a relationship with another girl for about 1.5 years. we both had been in relationships before and are both lesbians. well when we met, it was love at first sight. no way to explain it unless its happened to you. so we started seeing each other and fell in complete love. well, i was having a hard time in life and she was too. we both were going through rough patches in our lives. eventually, we both became over protective, jealous, and verbally/emotionally abusive towards each other. i've lied to her because sometimes its hard to talk to her. shes lied to me because i'm hard to approach. ive been so mad at her and she was mad at me. we broke up probably about fifteen times in a six month period. each times we came back to each other and it felt like nothing about our love changed. we are totally in love. we adore each other but its just so hard right now; but we always break up.this time, we have broken up for real. why do i want to be with someone if our relationship is very dysfunctional right now? why do i feel like without her i am just existing and not living? why cant we just leave each other?
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