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writes:I hurt a girl...She was the love of my life and she is still the love of my life... I am the worst person and lover in the world... I never cheated on her or anything..but when we broke up, I said the most evil things anyone could say to someone they love and it included some things from her past I used against her. I feel so guilty and miserable and Depressed everyday. We've been broke up for almost 2months. During our relationship which lasted a yr, we were long distance for part of it and she was going to move back to the same state I'm in but after we broke up it seemed like she'd never move back. But now she's moved back here and although I'm not supposed to know, I found out somehow through a friend, but I've asked her and she doesn't want to tell me she's in the same state with me and actually just 15mins away from me and I can't bring my self to let her know that I know she's here and she's going to be living her now for good. I love this girl so much... I still have sleepness nights and wake up in the morning feeling miserable and can't help but wonder why my lady is not lying next to me. I feel so alone... I look at her pictures and tears roll down my cheeks...I cry sometimes too and I've never known this feeling before because I used to be the so called "manly man" back in the days... I don't want to date and I don't seem to connect well with other ladies I meet when I go out. She said she forgave me but doesn't want to have anything else to do with me and never want to see me again in her life because she made that promise to herself... I'm such a terrible person, a monster, and every other bad thing out there. But I know I am sorry and I am changing because I love this girl more than life and I would cross mountains and oceans for her and even pull a star out of the sky if that's possible... Someone help me I want my baby and no one else....
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reader, anonymous, writes (7 September 2010): Thank you guys... but @ smiley2010 i'm not even supposed to know she's in town...don't you think its crazy to send her flowers randomnly to her school? I mean your a woman how would you feel? I don't wanna seem like a stalker or anything but i'm willing to do anything.
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reader, smiley2010  +, writes (7 September 2010):
 you want her back well do something about it make it happen do everything in your power to win her back you want her that badly you need to let her know at least you will know where you stand an if there is any going back i dunno send her flowers write her love letters make her see that you truly are sorry an you will do anything for her forgivness hope you work it out
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reader, Cerberus_Raphael  +, writes (7 September 2010):
 Tell her that you're sorry again and that you still feel terrible about it. Tell her that you didn't mean it and that you didn't want to hurt her. Telling her that will not make her run into your arms, saying that will barely affect her but it will show her how you feel, that you haven't forgotten it and you regret it. She said she made a promise to herself that she wouldn't have anything more to do with you. She will not break that promise easily, or at all. If you happen to be able to start a conversation with her somehow, try to earn her trust back, try to be her friend again. It will take a long time but if you really feel strongly about her, if you really do love her, you'll be patient and make your heart humble for her sake. Do not hurt her again. Try and make her smile.I hope that helps.
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