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My very first time...

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Article - (24 October 2009) 4 Comments - (Newest, 18 November 2009)
A female Canada age 30-35, coldhearted writes:

I was 19 when I lost my virginuty. It was with a guy I liked;it was my bffs cousin and he was 17 yrs old. I told him we should hook up when got drunk and just laughed and asked, what about the next day.I didnt know if he meant sex or a reelationship. Then I was drunk that night and I was about to pass out and he came out of nowhere and i shut my eyes and he kissed me and said, hey. Cause he knew I was a virgin.Then he went ontop of me and starting touching me because he knew a guys never touched me before. Then my bff walked in then he ran onto the bed. I was drunk I wanted to lose it that night and I pursued him to come with me to the basement. Before it happened he told me that I would regret it. he humped my three times until he popped me then ran upstairs.I knew what I was getting myself into because a month before he told me he only saw me as a friend.Then the second time is where it went to shit,we were drunk again and i couldnt help myself i kissed him. What can I say i was attracted to him. then he kissed me back and we nearly fell down the stairs doing this. the he said, i know what you want tonight. Then we started making out in the kitchen then he apologized for what happened last time. Then i told him it was my first time. Then he said toi me, want to make it better. Of course i did, i liked this guy. Then we ended up in ther basement again. Then afterwards he was just smilingh and he said that was the best sex he ever had. I asked if this time was better and he said, i thought so. After that night i got emotionally attched to him which was bad cause then he started treating me like shit. And the one night stands continued for months. I enede up falling for him then that love becamse obsession a little bit anyways. But i knew he would never be with him because he didnt have feelings for me. I was just a booty call to him. So I avoided him and I got over it.

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A male reader, yankit United States +, writes (18 November 2009):

you actually were raped not just taken advantage of.If I were you( I know I'm not- I'm a guy) I'd report it to the police. Remember it was NOT your fault!

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A female reader, ShannonKinsz United Kingdom +, writes (1 November 2009):

awhh,, thats horrible, i would hate to feel the way you did! im so glad your getting over it! you seem like a nice girl, be strong and dont let him bother you!

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A female reader, SweetCheeks. United Kingdom +, writes (27 October 2009):

You be fine :]

Men are men... You find that someone :] X

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A reader, anonymous, writes (27 October 2009):

im sorry

BUT dont worry you will meet your tue love someday

and its okay smile jesus loves you =)

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