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Neoloverboy23
writes:This is what I wrote from my hi5 blog:Well.... my love life has become my love death, so I'll start from the beginning. Please don't judge me on all of this because I never really had online relationships that much this year. So far this year I had two girlfriends. The first one, Chelsea, was a cam girl who seem more like she is not caring at all and the other, Cynthia, seemed more of a control freak. I met them both on a internet dating site and at first I thought I was happy.....I was wrong. They wanted money with compound interest and they didn't even seem like they were good girlfriends. I told them that I am still in college and I am trying to find a job so I can be able to get thing together, but they didn't even care. Last night, Cynthia and I had a heated argument and then she called me a "stupid black monkey!!" I told her to die and ended the conversation and I haven't talked to her since then. This morning, Chelsea and I both ended our relationship with each other and we didn't argue about it. Bare in mind that Cynthia was not really her at all. In fact, she used a photo of another model on a modelling site called Focus Hawaii. She says that she lived in Los Angeles, California but went to Nigeria to study. She then told me that her parents died before she even went over there and she was also telling me that her father's friend was paying for her college education. That was a big bunch of BS. If she says that she didn't want me to break her heart, then how in the bloody hell would she lie about her profile then?? She made me so mad and depressed when she used racial slurs on me. I don't ever want her in my life ever again.Why can't I have a good relationship with a beautiful girl that is more caring than those two??? You have every right to hate me since you are reading this journal entry because I don't truly deserve to be in a romantic relationship at all. I feel like crap now because of all of this and for that reason I am truly sorry for everything. I have been a screw up and I am very much a person who is unfit to have relationships. I must remain alone for the rest of my life now because of all this. I am truly sorry for everything. :((
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reader, vamp-gal  +, writes (9 November 2008):
 Instead of going on internet dating sites, how about you go out and meet people, make friends, and who knows, maybe you will find someone you truly care for, and who truly cares about you. You can't rely on the internet because, as you said, they can lie about everything they tell you, however in person, they are more likely not to lie to you, sure you get a few who do, but it's unlikely. So, yeah, just go out with some mates and get to know some new people, theres someone out there for everyone, so don't panic, I'm sure there is someone out there who will think she's the luckiest person alive being with you.It's harder to find the right person for you over the internet, bear that in mind.Now start doing something instead of waiting for the girl you want to show up on your doorstep.Good luck, hope this helps.
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reader, the one who doesn't know  +, writes (8 November 2008):
 i agree. you are a great amount of crap. instead of going out ther, you are sitting in front of a computer, waiting for angelic help to come. come on. stop playing the victim, and go there live your life. you're surely a good person. prove everybody and yourself you deserve to have a good life, a good love.
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