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male
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:It first began as a crush 5 years ago. I mean, its stupid enough as is for someone that young to experience 'love at first sight', yet she made me feel that way. The feeling has never ending, nor stopped. Even after supposedly being 'rejected' by her 3 years ago. She's gone now. Changed schools, yet I still spend every day thinking about her.Without thinking about her; those thoughts are replaced with the fear of being alone. I chose the lesser of two evils; trapping myself with the thought of her; every day and every night.This can't keep going on can it? I believe they call it limerence; and I know it is limerence. I've felt crushes and I've felt mere company of being with her.It's gotten so bad that really my only ambition or goal in life is to somehow, somehow wind up with her. All I'm banking on now is hoping to get into the same uni as her when I graduate from high school (I heard she planning to go to a specific one at some point, and its truly a devil to try and get into).I need to take her off my mind. I need help keeping away the loneliness.
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reader, anonymous, writes (16 July 2009): ur in love and thats cool.but if u want to get her outta ur mindhang around other chicks or go the movies where u can find some girls =]good luck stud
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