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writes: Hello, story for you!My fiance broke up with me a few weeks back, and it hurts more than anything. Me and her were meant to be together forever, I know it. I've never felt love as immense as this!She keeps texting me saying she misses me and loves me, and she doesn't want anybody but me. And it brings a smile to my face. But, she broke up with me because of my suicidal feelings and my depression. I have never felt good about myself, as I was bullied through school, college, jobs and yes, some relationships. When she broke up with me, she suggested I seek help, and she'll think about getting back with me. So here I am now, on anti-depressants and counselling once every couple of weeks. And now, she has decided to not even talk to me!But the pain still won't go away, no matter what I'm on, no matter who I talk to, I can't stop my feelings for her. I love her more than anything, I just want this pain to go away.I don't have any friends to turn to or hang out with. I'm all alone, and she's always on my mind. How can I make the pain go away?I don't want to feel like this anymore!
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reader, becky05 +, writes (19 July 2005):
I think your ex-fiancee did the right thing in stopping contact with you while you get counselling.She probably feels that you need time to sort yourself out alone which I would agree with.
Your depression must be pretty bad for her to have left you over it, so i would continue with the treatment for now.
It takes a long time to get over depression and a lot of hard work (from you). If you dont have any friends, try at least to get out alone or with family, anything to take you out of the house and keep your mind occupied.
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