A
female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:Hi everyone... I would really like some help because I am feeling very confused and I could use some good advices!Well, I was 10years old when I first fell in love with my best (girl) friend and I made the terrible mistake of telling her. She freaked out and after that we split up and we didn't talk again. I was 12years old when the same thing happened with another bf of mine (girl again) and despite of me not telling her we got isolated and split up after a while. It wasn't long until I started having feelings for my best gay (guy) friend but I never told him and after a while I got over it. Now I am dealing with indifference. 2 years now I hadn't felt any attraction to neither women nor men. I am freaking out because I find my life boring and I don't know what's going on with me. I am also a little depressed because I am afraid I was the one causing all this because of my denial to even consider the chance of being a lesbian and forcing myself to join men company beside the unpleasant feeling I had after a kiss with my boyfriend. I am so afraid to come out that I hold myself back when I have a chance to flirt with another girl. The fact that I fear for rejection once again makes matters even worse. And now I feel... Nothing at all!!Please help by telling me what to do to gain my happiness back and also how to overcome my fears!!thanks for your time...
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