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writes:Ok a few weeks ago i was telling everyone and asking for help in the area of love . I find myself still going around in circles and dating but nothing in my heart is ringing my bell as they would say . I met a gal december of 2010 and have also had relations with her yes I'm gay but she was trying to decide if she was and in talking with her for months and months she drove up for a visit . After almost a year in seeing her being 700 miles away we always kept in touch . She told me in the relation that i had that i had nothing to worry about and not to worry . As time went on she had an accident and that killed me and was crying for her pain .Att time before i told her i loved her totally and unconditionally because of who she was and never asked of anything from her . her time at home in healing she seemed that she was throwing me away for no reason but felt like i died inside . I wrote and askked but no answer but to the tune that she had feelings too . I felt all of my life with fighting cancer that so many of my true friends used me and took from me my materials things and even sold my horse that i gave away thinking of a home went to killer sale for a mere 250.dollars . My trust in her finally i flet as my old self was coming back only to realize she was doing this to me too . In the time of our dating she did inform me she was leaving her marriage soon and on the 21st of August she told me she was filing then her accident happened and then it all changed . Honestly I was coming unglued and did something so wrong that i wrote to her hubby and told me of my pain and how you can not play wth someone's heart as i did give it as well as she did her's to me just within a couple of months. right now I have so much remorse and feel so bad in this thing i did and to tell you i miss her heart . I just lately found out after she accused me that a few of my friends reached out to on eof her friends on FB that i was accused of so they now are more . I'm saded with all the deceit that I'm now feeling from so-called friends but my question is do you think after she finally realizes how I was that she had hurt me so bad for me to this and would she make contact in the near future ? Thank you Reply to this Question
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reader, aunt honesty  +, writes (8 January 2012):
 If I am honest with you I doubt she will ever contact you again. You told her husband about her cheating on him which really was not your place to do. I feel bad for you really I do, but she knew you where gay therefore she probably never took you serious when you told her you loved her. Maybe she feared of getting hurt as she was getting feelings for a gay man so she broke off the contact. I think it is best you move on from this and just try and forget her. I know that is not easy but just block all contact you have with her and your heart will finally start repairing. You need to remember that you hurt her as well it works both ways. It is now time to close this chapter in your life and move forward.
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