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writes:Hi world. My question involves the one thing we all battle with...forgiveness. Well, it has been a moral struggle with me for over a year now, but technically 8 mos now. My ex-boyfriend and I dated almost 3 years and within in those 3 years we lived together, a home full of love (that included ups and downs), 2 dogs, and 3 miscarriages. You should have an idea. Anyhow, those ups and downs of course resulted into the destruction of our relationship. He packed and moved to another state 5 months later and nothing was resolved. I was left with a broken-heart, anger, hate, confusion, and the rest of the negative emotion gang. After grieving alone of my miscarriages and some therapy to get me through it, I still had this whole in my heart. I remember right after he left, I had my miscarriage a month later. He knew of the pregnancy. A few months after, I started apologizing to him because I felt guilty, but I was still angry. Later, I realized it was because I didn't want us to end, not because I was truly sorry. So, a few months later I started to get deeper into my Christian faith and realized that I was never sincere. Recently, I tried again. Since I didn't have a phone number, I emailed him. I try not to send emails when it involves sensitive topics as this. Nothing ever comes across the way you want it to. Anyhow, I sent an email and this time my heart was sincere. I gave specific moments that I was sorry for. I tried 3 times and no response. So, now that you have a glimpse, should I keep trying or try to make peace with it and move on the best way I can?
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reader, jodie-alice-x  +, writes (5 August 2010):
 Oh baby, I've got to say that I really don't think this man is any longer finding an interest in you. I'm so sorry to say it because you sound like such a lovely person. I think that you should get your glad-rags on and find someone new who will support you what ever happens in a relationship. There will be someone out there for you, your a lovely person! Good luck xx
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