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female
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anonymous
writes:This is quite long so i apolgise in advance.Im 18 years old and in love with a 30 year old man who is a teacher he lives a good 3 hours away from me.I do not live with my mum anymore due to my father dying and my mum not being able to cope.When i was 16 due to my family problems and stress i resorted to drugs and then became addticted to herion and i am now in rehab we dont see each other very often and havent had sex yet but he says he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me. He wants me to go live with him after i am done with rehab and stay with him he talks about marriage and i really want him i do.When i was on drugs i would sleep with people for money and did anything for my next fix and i know it was wrong and some many times i want to take it back he knows ll this but i dont know if in a few years time it will come back to haunt us.Im scared and im not sure when i will be ready when am i gonna be ready. I really do love him more than anything just need guidence and help i dont really what to do and dont have anyone to talk to about this and dont want to tell him im nervous cause he just seems to tell me what i want to hear not and make it all about him. When i talk about he seems to make it all about him or say well im here now or that it will be fine when i live with him will it be fine? I dont want to tell him to wait cause i know how disspointed he gets and will persude me but i dont want to go back on the drugs so i just dont know what to do. I cant imgagine my life with out him and i dont think i would wnat to carry on with life so what do i do? please help xxx
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