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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:I'm 15, my ex boyfriend is 16. We started dating November 16/08.I was at a weak state of mind, and I fell in love with our dysfunctional relationship. He has no future, he lives in a dysfunctional home with an alcoholic backround.Ever since I started dating him, my life fell apart. He was controlling over me, he disrespected me. But I fell in love with every sweet moment. Love has blinded me. He cheated on me, got me pregnant, and left me. But I run back to him as if I cannot see all the bad things he's ever done to me.He moved away for a good two months after all of that and I felt like I had my own air to breathe. I dealt with my pain in my own way - alcohol and promiscious behavior. I can't do it on my own, alcohol is my escape and I try hard for it not to become a problem but I cringe at the thought of me in a sober mind come Friday.So what do I do? I am so in love and my Mom says I'm not allowed to see him anymore. She forbids me too and I'm scared to not love him anymore. I'm scared not to be with him anymore. He is comfortable. I know what to expect. I know what I have to give and what I can take.I'm scared to face the world all on my own. My life has fallen apart at fifteen. I'm repeating my freshman year and I'm about to fail it all over again.
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