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female
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36-40,
anonymous
writes:I broke up with my ex, who i dated for 2 years in Jan. Recently, I started to miss him, especially when my current bf is not around. At night, I usually feel lonely and want to talk but I don't feel comfortable calling my bf. One night, I couldn't help it so I called ex and blahblahblah. I was tearing up when I was talking because I feel I was pathetic. ex didn't know of course.Finals are coming so last night, i was studying in an empty classroom by myself. My plan was to pull an allnigher and go to my final this morning directly. However, at 2am, my computer suddenly broke and it was too late for me to walk home. I called my bf, told him my computer broke and asked him to check my final location for me. He did, and I asked him to tell me a nice story or so because I was the only one in that building at that time, I felt unsecured without my laptop. BF didn't say much. He just told me to rest early and we said goodbye.I was feeling weird. So I called ex and told him about my situation. I was whining the whole time and ex told me he would call me back. 5 mins later, he called back, told me he borrowed his roommate's car and he was outside of the building to take me home. (bf has a car himself)I FELT SO HAPPY AND COMPLICATED.When I was in the car, I started to cry. I felt I was a real loser, and I felt lonely.After that, for the whole day, I was recalling how nice ex was and the happy time we spent together.I still like bf, but it's so hard to be with him.ex is nice, but I feel he is immature and I have never had any real conversation with him and that was basically why we broke up.Do you think ex is my real love or I am just too lonely.
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reader, kellyxxx  +, writes (15 May 2009):
 Being in a crappy relationship can be more lonely than being on your own! If you love your ex then be with him! Follow your heart! X
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