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female
age
41-50,
anonymous
writes:Hi, I have been struggling to deal with what my ex has put me through. After we broke up I tryd to get on with my life even tho deep down inside I still loved and wanted him. He was the father of my child we had built a life together. I went thru absolute hell but I did my best to get thru it all. It took me so long to get myself to a point of feeling ok. I accepted it and we were starting to have a good friendship. Then my ex broke up with his gfrend and he started txting and calling me a lot. He told me that he broke up with her because she was never there for him. Then he told me that he still loved me and he wanted us back. He came over to my place and he asked if we could try again. He said that he wanted to make it right. He told me all the things I wanted to hear to break down my defences so that he could worm his way into my bed and use me for sex. I feel so stupid. I thought that he was genuine but that was his plan all along. How could he do that to me. Just use me like a cheap whore. The mother of his child. Just when I was getting myself together, he had to break me all over again. Now I’m so messed up. I know I was stupid for falling for it but I loved him, my family was everything to me. He knew that and he took advantage of it to fullfill his own sellfish needs. Now I could never be his friend or even an aquaintance. I loath him. I cant even bear the sight of him. I could never forgive what he did. He took something that he had no right to take. My trust. He used me. I feel so low. It hurts so much. How do I heal from this? Any advice would be a great help. Thankyou.
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