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anonymous
writes:Hi.This isn't really a relationship question but I need help.One of my friends passed away on Febuary 4th. I haven't cried right. What I mean by that, I mean I've only cried for 3 minutes each time i do. The day he dies three minutes at school. At the viewing 3 minutes. The funeral 3 minutes. Everyone else cries for hours even if they didn't know him that well. I knew him very well. But now I feel really empty at school. Everytime I'm in math I look around and he's not there. The thing is two of the kids look exactly like him from behind!!!! I almost start crying but the people at school think I'll be doing it for attention. I hold back my tears. By doing that makes me even sadder and angry. I don't know why. It just does. The day before he died iI looked next to me and thought "Wow. I never noticed how cute he is" ever since he died i feel like throwing up all the time. I don't breathe right and I have random panic attacks. I went to the doctor but they said it was stress. I can't take this pain anymore!!! What can I do to make myself let my feelings out for I don't feel ever sadder? Reply to this Question
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