A
female
age
26-29,
*efi
writes:I have an older cousin by a few years... i only ever see him once every 6 months because one, he is my dads side and i only ever visit my dad on weekends, and two he is usually really busy at work and business stuff...last year my dad wanted to go on holiday to his hometown, madeira, where he hasnt been for over 30 years, i wanted to come along too because i'v never been and i NEVER went on holiday with him before so we booked flight and decided to go this august, now im here, its fantastic. one thing i didnt know till new year was that my fave aunt was coming on same plane and her son (the cousin im talking about)is coming too. on the night b4 we left, we both talked for hours cus we never see each other, and i got really attatched to him. then we went to sleep cus flight was early and i couldnt stop fantasising things, im not this kind of person!! now whenever i see him i melt and have to look away because he has that dark look on his face and it makes him look sexy and it always makes me jerk inside. he is the really funny type but is not very sociable because it bores him which makes him even more hot.he has a big reputation and is tall and handsome; i dont know if im bragging but i can talk about him all day. a few days ago there was a night parade, (you get alot of these in madeira) where all the roads are filled up to the eyeballs with people and very cramped whilst people going crazy for famous singer doin concert. my boyfriend came to madeira a week before me and found me with my family. my family all looked at me like (wow hes hot u got a good one there fefi) [they never seen him b4], but my cousin looked darkly at him. then it got SUPER crowded, lets say there were butts left right and centre, really tight. next thing i know i was stuck with my cousin right behind me. i could feel his whole body against my backside and i started blushing furiously, i tried to move closer towards my boyfriend because i felt guilty but then i felt someone grab my wrist pulling me back. i got a sense of excitement thinking it was my cousin and looked back.he was looking at me, but i could tell he didnt do it, because next to him was my ex(OF ALL THE PEOPLE), smiling; he is such a baby. i asked what he wanted and he said he wanted me and that i wanted him too,my cousin smiled darkly at me and i told my ex that i wanted to him to get out of my face, but he just started trying to pull me out the croud. my cousin then started telling him to get lost and started swearing at him like never before to leave me alone. in the end he decked him one and my ex walked off with a black eye and my boyfriend was feeling sulky because it was him who should have told him off but i told him not to worry..after that painful event my boyfriend went home and we decided to move out of the crowd and towards the less cramped street where the shops were selling. we all got a hotdog but i didnt get one beecause some b*tch pushed in and i quickly lost my apetite because of what happened.my cousin shared his hotdog and i thanked him. things smoothed out after [thank god] and were both talking alot again. sometimes though i see him looking at me with the darkest look but it sets me off inside and he knows it because he smiles after.i have never spent this much time with him and i still gotta see him everyday for the next week and a half. just recently my cousin[his younger brother whose my age] was telling me that his brother was checking me out alot. i told him to drop dead and he laughed off, and i caught my cousins eye but he looked away and went off for a fag. this younger cousin is a big prankster and i was sure he was lying but i have deep doubts within.i know its wrong to go out with my cousin cuz my familys cathlic and are not against it but not too aproved of it, thing is my grandparents from their side are cousins, so i dont see why not.. the events are just some of many i could tell more if u want me to but this is too much already for this single post.i dont know if im imagining things but right now im typing away frantically on my laptop in the coast cafe where theres wi-fi conection, trying to avoid him. he went away with whole family in the morning to visit some family down south but i was just told by my cousin who stayed that the family are back now. i can stay here all day if i want and not go for lunch cuz they all know im not much the type to eat but thats if i had breakfast and i didnt this mornin because i wanted to get here quick as possible b4 he wakes up. now im hungry and i want to go back to the house which is just across the beach but what do i do?(sorry for the mass of typing, i get carried away)
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reader, anonymous, writes (22 August 2010): i dont know if he likes you or not, but he might just be protective like a big brother kind of way and as your his little cousin looking out for you :)
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