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writes:dearcupid, because of my husband, i have put up with crystal meth and porn for seven years. about 2 years ago is when i started leaving. i have left my husband for those two reason many times, and at one point joined the army to get rid of him. but like always my love for him makes me blind. about three days ago is when i kicked him out the last time. i kicked him out because he put a tracking device on my computer and he was dumb enough to tell me what it was and the pass word. when i looked up the webpage, i noticed his computer on there and of course looked at his last logs. there was teen porn, beastilty porn and just gross and disgusting pictures. i have asked him for seven years to stop the dope and porn. and of course he denies everything. i dont know what to do. i know i hope and pray that i dont let him back in my life. my problem is that i dont feel pretty. i dont feel pretty anymore because of him, and i have low self esteem. i wear glasses, i have stretch marks, and i dont like it when i look in the mirror, because he showed me what he liked for me to look like many times. anyways, i think i am doing the right thing by not letting him come back, but how do i restore my self esteem, and feel beautiful again?
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reader, thunderchild  +, writes (19 October 2008):
 If I could first I'd give you a hug! Well done he deserved that and you deserve better! The self esteem thing I think it's the hardest thing, I had low esteem problems because I was bullied at school, how I got over it, was that I had to make an effort to meet new people, do something different be your self you need to become comfortable with you first!
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