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male
age
41-50,
anonymous
writes:For the last few days, I have been going through this sexual fantasy that I might not be male and I should convert myself into female through surgery . I have no problem while it comes to my penis erection. Besides, off late, I have been watching porn movies hell a lot on net, not the gay porn but the normal one. Here I would like to tell you that I was sexually abused when I was 10 and had sex with two boys of my age during that time with my consent. From 2007 to 2009, I was in a relationship with a girl who broke with me five months back due to my poor financial position to propose her officially. I am jobless right. I am not sure what's going on in my mind but that childhood sexual experience and plus my poor financial position , adding to my sexual fantasy or you can say frustration. I am strongly resisting being gay and want to remain heterosexual.I still feel ashamed what I did during childhood. I would appreciate if anybody could explain to me that why there's so much sexual confusion in my head and how to get rid of it?
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