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writes:We had just come back from a bar. Quite drunk. Before we got to the bar, we saw these boys. And they were just looking at us. Walking back home, we saw them again. Walked through the alley way and saw them again. Got talking. Told them fake names. Ended up going back down the road and buying hard liquor.We were just sitting, playing music and making jokes and stuff outside their house. Drinking shots and courvousier (sp?) One of them gave me their number but didn't take mine, had a blackberry but didn't take my pin.Then my friend wanted to use the toilet, ended up going with her because I didn't trust it. We ended up sitting on the balcony pairing off. Me and the one I was with were kinda flirting, we hit off quite well anyway but then he pulled me on his lap started touching me. I remember being so drunk and kind of sloppy so everytime I attempted to move him away he was just too strong for me . I remember telling him to let me go but my drunkness let me down.I mean I feel very used, and cant stop beating myself up about it because I'm not use to it. I recently broke up with my now ex boyfriend of 4 years. Me and my friend just went for a chat and to chill. But the worse thing is they found out both of our names by the end of the night (I don't want them to talk smack about me because I know I'm a respectable girl and was just intoxicated althought it doesn't sound as bad.My friend has a boyfriend of 4 years and kissed the one she was with and the one I was with after I left 'dropped her home' (she lives 5 mins away) and climbed into her window. Tb completely honest, I think she is lying to me, at first she said she doesn't remember but she comes back with a whole story. Also how did he know which window to go to Basically they had sex with no condom . I feel bad that she cheated and this is the second time she's cheated according to her. :s...I just feel violated and want to stop worrying about the outcome
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reader, Kyle007  +, writes (20 August 2011):
People who cheat are of low character, so you need to find a better friend to hang out with.
And you may want to find a better way to meet guys than drinking. You are probably ready to leave this lifestyle. I would quit before things get worse.
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