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writes: My ex and i were together for a couple of years. It was petty things that broke us up but nonetheless still important mistakes to be learned from. And I did learn from my mistakes with the time apart. I know what i would never do again. My ex and I have been talking for months now. He has been straight forward that he doesn't want a relationship right now where its a permanent thing etc.He said he would like to see me and he needed time and to let him get his head together. And i am assuming he doesn't want to jump with both feet back into what we were although I think we did love each other and he knows I would really like to see if something could still be there and to show how things can be very different from what they were before. When i mentioned getting together, he said he wanted to tell me that he can't right now because he has someone visiting him and staying with him. First let me say---he normally stays at his mom's but has his own place if he needs it. I was very taken back by this and said what are you talking about. He told me he met someone over a year ago while she was visiting on vacation and she came here to see him. She is from another country and it was only supposed to be for a few weeks but its going to be a couple of months. He said its not a permanent thing which is what he wants. He said when the visa is up, she is going back home and the only way she can stay is if i marry her which is out of the question and not even a consideration. We have no claim to each other but we have been speaking for awhile and he knew I have been wanting to see him and he agreed to this situation. It was just upsetting to me----I'm not made of stone. Its basically a summer romance and she is there with him. We spoke the next two days when i wasn't as upset and more just strong and straight forward. I said it seems like there is more to this than what you are telling me and he said whether there is or not the person is leaving in two and a half months. Is it really the same thing as me telling you i met someone and we are together and its going to progrss from that? Is it the same as you and me? And i said its not the same but its still a big thing that you have that person there every day. He said basically its convenient. She is there, its not like he has to drive anywhere or pick someone up (i guess like he had to do with me). I am still assuming some feelings must be involved for this to happen and to spend that much time with them which makes me really sad as well. And he said I don't want a permanent thing and i said but you committed yourself to this person for 3 months and he said that he did. He said there were times he wanted to see me and then other times he didn't. And he said he didn't want to go back to the way things were so he was avoiding it. And he said its hard for him. I was just very upset by the situation and i told him if i was telling you lies about me changing and understanding what went wrong, why would i even talk to you as long as i did? I have been very patient and trying to understand him with his financial problems and not being ready etc. He basically said well he can't do anything about this now because its not like he can send her home. He asked what i wanted to do and I asked him the same and he said i would like to still be on friendly terms with you and if you want to get together as friends then i am fine with that. I basically said it took a long time for us to get to this point and obviously this situation you are in is what you want to do and is making you happy and that's what you should do. And he said right now it fits and he is content. I then said well then when we talk its as friends and its when you are not busy and when i am not busy. He said ok in a agreeable way and said ok so when you aren't busy and i am not we will figure something out. He started to say and then later on but then stopped himself and said nevermind. I said what later on? He then said i was starting to say but i shouldn't have even started to say that----(i don't remember it word for word) it was something along the lines of later on see what can happen from there..basically see how things go and if they can progress. But he said he doesn't want to say something like that and then not mean it later on. I just said ok. And i was about to let him off the phone and he said i am not in a rush to go anywhere and he tried talking to me about other things. I handled things like a lady regardless of what happens next. THE ABOVE HAPPENED IN THE BEGINNING OF JUNE. His bday came around a few weeks later and i just texted him casually and we exchanged a few texts and i said enjoy the rest of your day etc etc..I did nothing after that. My bday just passed about a week ago. He actually called and left me a voicemail for my birthday that night around 9pm..his tone was nice and he said he just wanted to wish me a happy birthday and he will talk to me another time..i was away actually in vegas and called him back about 20 minutes later...he said he just got back from the so and so area..i just said ok in a nice tone because i didn't want to ask was it with her? and i think he realized that and said it was for a family event and it was only him and his mother who went. He asked what i was up to and i am guessing he must have thought it was a crappy bday for me b/c i am answering that night..i then said i am actually away right now and in vegas..and he asked with family or friends and i said friends..and he said thats nice and he said its for your bday? and i said yea and he said very nice. He asked if i was playing a certain game we like and i said yea and i am losing and he said b/c someone isnt there to win it back (which was him the last time we were at one together). He gave me a few tips and i asked how was work etc and he said he hasn't had much time for so and so with everything going on...which i didn't know what meant..the short little trip or the girl being there... i mentioned in the convo how maybe we can talk soon and catch up and he said ok in kind of a laughing tone ..maybe he was suprised by how happy i sounded. i also asked is it hot there and he said he doesn't know he just got back...so he called me when he got back that night knowing i may have called him back even later..so i am guessing maybe the girl isn't there anymore? or maybe he just wasn't going to his apartment for a few hours my friend said if she was there you would think he would be anxious to get over there especially if she was left alone for a few days. I was thinking of calling him the end of next week to maybe see if we can start talking more or to see what his situation was and no matter what..this time i would just say ok and not cry about it. Maybe i suprised him with me being away like that. A good friend of mine said it doesn't sound like you can get anymore hurt and i came this far and i really want to see him, them go for it.What does everyone think about this? I am nervous about what to say when i talk to him. A friend of mind said you guys came this far; why not see what can happen now. Can I please have feedback? Thank you!!
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reader, anonymous, writes (22 August 2010): 3 days in a row i've read this hoping you would see that you already know where you stand with him.
He doesn't want anything permanent right now...you or her.
Please stop waiting for him to make up his mind and move on.
You are too focused on him you are no longer together...focus your energies on yourself and moving on instead of investing more time, hope and energy in a man who has another woman in his life and doesn't want anything permanent with either of you right now. You deserve much better than that!
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