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writes:i'm 18 years old and i'm a bit confused. I don't know how to really put this... I like guys but i don't like how most act and treat women and me. I'm not sure why but one day i was just chatting on the internet and i got a message from a girl about the same age as me. I thought she was really pretty but within 10 seconds i got really really horney. It lasted for amost 20 minutes without doing anything about it. I've kissed a girl when i was younger but didn't feel anything. It's kinda of hard to explain. It's not like i'm turned on by some of the most beautiful girls in the world... i'm actaully jealous of them. I'm told i'm pretty, sexy, hotm and beautiful but I don't believe it. I'm not ugly and i think i'm pretty about 50% to 80% of the time. I'm self consious about the way i look and everything. I even stare at girls butts and boobs and compare. What I don't get is why I sometimes get turned on by a girl. It's not like it's all the time and every girl. Sometimes it just happens and sometimes i get more turned on by the girls pic then i do the guys. Idk if this has anything to do with it but... in order for me to cumm almost 98% of the time i need my clit rubbed. I dont even have to be fucked. When it's rubbed i can come in sometimes 2 to 5 minutes. I love boobs and pussys for some reason. the thought of being with a girl and having her eat me out and moaning is sooo hot. It's weird cause i'd rather be with a guy and have his attention then the girls but sometimes i question it cause secually sometimes i want to be with that girl and give her the time of her life. I'm a helpless romantic. I would love to have chivalry where the guy did romantic stuff. I don't picture that with a girl. When i think about dating i think about a guy. Most of the time i have a crush on a guy. It's just those times where I think about having a girl on the side or something... idk.. Please help me i'm so confused. :S
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reader, anonymous, writes (3 February 2010): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionlovemeright01 u make good points and i agree. i couldn't ever fully be with a girl but having a side sexual thing with one really gets me goin.
i really didn't/don't know what to think. my mom has talked about how she can't stand bi, lez/gay people. with the way i feel... i feel out of place. and i hate when people act bi and stuff because they think most guys find it attractive. i mean i just don't get why you wouldn't want to be real with yourself.
btw idk what to do about the girl thing... i've never came out with the whole bi thing before. idk what i'd say or how i'd even bring it up and what if she were straight?
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