| aaronbomb, posted
30 weeks ago
There really isn't a question here I just want to hear people's thoughts. My ex, lets call him John, and I broke up two years afer a year long relationship and moving in together. At the time it was mutual. I was a lot different back then..so was he. I had self-esteem issues he had "nit picking" issues.
Since then we have both grown much out of those issues.I've also, since then, been madly in love with him. We were both in Miami and he lived up the street from me and for a year after the break up we were having sex, still going to dinner's movies etc. Everthing was like we were together, expcept the title. I've told him many times we can't do what we're doing unless we're together (which is what' I've wanted) however, he always ended up coming back into my life...being there for a surgery...surprsing me on my b-day/xmas. Things like that.
I've been the guy he turns too. So I decided that maybe moving to san diego would solve this (he was not the only reason I moved). It's been 8 months and Im still deeply in love with him. We still talk here and there and he calls me "dear" and "hun" things like that.
i've told him many times he can't do things like that if he doesn't intend on getting together again. I've even tried ignoring him for long periods of times, but he always somehow comes back into my life. And the fact is I want him in my life...and can't really live without him...did I mention we have amazing sex?
How would you define this? I've dated a lot and would get over John for a little bit..but my feelings would always come back. he's the one i want to cuddle with late at night. he makes me feel safe...he is the one I turn too. the more I try and fill that gap the more I turn to him....Thoughts?
Posted on 10 December 2007 @ 23:34 (London time) - permalink
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q1605, posted
22 weeks ago